happy piglet~

so happy... piggy and i are fine now... hope things will go on smoothly and better this time.. piggy hubby.. ><>

and u told me tat you miss me alot and~~


hubby piggy.. no matter who you are or wat you are.. i will love you like how the snail love the tape~

so dar.. i love you more than anything else in this world *><* so... MUAKS!! ty

turning into a tortoise~

when i cant sleep this is wat i will be doing~ draw, draw, draw... this time i draw a tortoise... soon i will become tortoise omi.. not piglet omi anymore =.=

soon i will become a tortoise.. afraid to open up and love again... cause i just too in love with him.. only him.. no matter how deep he broke my heart.. i still love him... i couldn't forget him...

aren't i look like tat tortoise?? so... u know wat i mean~ =[

my dinner~

when you're emo... wat will u eat for dinner?? i eat 20% discount sushi from jusco... go grab it in jusco after 9pm... then u will have 20% discount.... so this is wat i have for my dinner today... oh ya.. and a vanilla coke..

=] anyway.. i hope my piggy eat well and sleep well everyday... take care and miss u badly ><><

a sign~

today... wat i wan.. i sure will not get it...

1. went shopping with G and decided wan to buy bra.. who knows no size...
2. when to 7-11 to buy machine drinks... no machine!!
3. i wan a bottle of coke in college... NO more bottle coke...
4. bollywood stall refuse to sell me a dollar crackers.....
5. drop by my nearest 7-11 to buy magnum almond.. havent stock up yet!!
6. look for a bag to put file... cannot find...
7. milo sold out in bollywood too....

so on and so on.. so it is A SIGN telling me tat... i wont get wat i wan!!! so i wan my piggy back... i wont get him back... I REALLY EMO NOW!! cry.... (=O=)

piggy & piglet~

piggy and piglet get together on the 5th Aug 08 (tuesday) at 10:53:55pm before piggy go to camp... and both piggy and piglet break off on the 27th Aug 08 (thursday) at 12:43pm..

both piggy and piglet met in a game name gunbound... although both piggy and piglet were in different country.. but the love for piggy is alot... alot... anyway.. we know wat we going thru.. take care piggy.. love u~



hope things can work out between us soon... hope so~ really!! =[

abit of laugh~ tat's what i need..

hope all my frenz will get some laugh from here... cause i also need some =] i know i do~ really!! ><

eh eh~~ i will not a mean fren like tat k.. if u jump.. i will stop u.. but if u insist.. i will help u inform your family and love one~ O.o

haha... naked.. depands where i am when i'm facing my fren naked when i'm talking HE/she... LOL =p

waiting~~

the feeling of waiting for someone you love is pain, lonely and abandon.... it really makes me wonder.. should i be waiting? but i couldn't let go.. i just cant.. but what am i waiting for? he didn't even ask me to wait... he only said he want a break...




i also dont know why am i doing this now... i only know tat i just love him too much... now i busy with my rehearsal and atomic jaya... but i still willing to hang half of my life waiting for him...

froze my feeling now.. PLS!

thought tat after i draw this wishing bunny.. wat i wish for will come true.. but the fact tat.. is it not.. my piggy told me he need a break from me.. cause he is not ready for a relationship.. so.. as he requested, i gave him a break..

now my heart is in pain.. bleeding pain.. i really hope tat someone able to froze me into ice and froze my heart now so tat i dont feel the pain in me anymore... if no one can froze me... i wonder when my blood will stop bleeding from my heart... or when will it dries off?

counting the days till my heart stop bleeding... 1, 2, 3.... on and on...

script analysis~

in atomic jaya.. everyone of us need to do script analysis which analyze the character's intention, what the character means what he/she said.. what's the character's objective and so on and on~ so for my script analysis.. this is how my script looks like b4 i analysis it...


and this is how it looks like now.. after analizing.. and include 3 weeks of rehearsal notes for the director... LOL...


hahaha... can you feel my stress now?? all the faces is character emotion and appearance... so.. =P bless me~

no ice-cream o.O

my mood is really really bad.. so i went to 7-11 which near my house and decided to buy myself 3 magnum almond ice-cream.. but then, WTH!! no more!! no magnum almond!! so i decided to buy a chocolate cone ice-cream instead...

after think about it... one cone ice-cream will not release my stress and sadness.. go i went to buy more food to kill myself if i cant sleep...

more and more chocolate.. nuts and sneak!! hope all this can kill me in one nite? cause there is not ice-cream to froze me and my heart...

last drawing.. rabbit

ok.. i tell myself this will be my last drawing and then go to bed!! don think too much already!! nothing much i can do for now until he makes the decision... i will be happy on watever decision tat he makes cause... i love him.. so i wan him to be happy.. really happy.. so if he did not choose me.. i will still bless him.. hope he is happy with his choice.. love u my piggy~

here we go~ a rabbit at looks up at the sky and wishing for something... like me now staring at my ceiling and wishing for an answer tat i wish to hear...

draw a rabbit -.-

haiz~ I still cant sleep after finish my first drawing of that little squirrel.. too many things running in my mind now>< so i decided to draw a rabbit~





TA TA TA!! here comes the greedy rabbit on the fence wanting to grab some carrots!! yummy =]

draw a squirrel =.=

i think i have too much time today and dont know what to do with it.. so i spend my time drawing cute little animals =.= and my first animal is a squirrel eating a nut~






Ta Da!! little squirrel holding a nut!! =P

draw for my blog~!

rawr!! nothing nice tat i can find for my blog head.. so i decided to draw my own blog head.. =.= my very own PIGLET!!







DADA!! that's how my piglet turn out to be.. LOL hope it works><

my nails~

today everyone of us able to go home early from rehearsal.. so, after i reach home.. i decided to open a new blog and wait for my piggy hubby to go home.. while waiting.. i wash off my nail arts which i did on saturday and put on a new one~

before wash off (yellow, blue & pink with green & blue stones)

DA DA!! new design.. transparent base with yellow flower...

so.. i wonder this design will last for how long b4 i change another one ><>

for hubby piggy~

hubby piggy~ these are the feelings that i want to let u know =] and one more thing... I Love You!! MUAKS!!