OMG~!!!!

omg.. so long din update my little bloggy~!!! omg omg omg... LOL... ^^ anyway... just a quick update..
1. i started my internship in Kino-i as an editor.. my first step of my dream ^^
2. i move out from my house~!!! ^^ stay out with friends.. is kinda fun...
3. i edited a chilren program for RTM~!! a pilot copy...
4. edit a skating documentary...
5. doing company showreel now...
6. >>> finally~ i change of look.... i CUT my hair~!!!

LOL.. ya.. i cut my hair.. here go my short hair ^^ i like it~!!

and i love my job too... and ya ya ya.. i love everything i have now ^^ happy~!!

the meaning of life~

when fate comes,
this is what happen...
you will step into my life,
and be part of it...

you gave me smile and laughter..
makes my life beautiful again..
the songs you play,
mean a lot to me..
remember i told you that,
your songs make me sleep better at night?
that's how much you step into my life...

the thing you like..
i love them too..
the way you sing to me every night,
you make me feel secure...
your music makes me feel calm and warm..

thanks for the laughter that you bought into my life..
it meant a lot to me..
like how much you are to me..
tears will soon turn into laughter when you are here..
that's how much i in love with you..
thanks for stepping into my life~

Surprise~!! editing in baloo house o.O

today.. i went to baloo house for editing.. cause tomorrow is our 2nd preview for jiwa hari-hari..

this is a browser.. where all the footages are log and capture... is also where all the uncut clips are..

this is a viewer.. where i can view all my clips and sound wave...

this is a canvas... which is a place where i can view this tat i lay out on the timeline..

this is the timeline la... a place where u had cut ur clip and lay it here so tat the clip is in sequence..

so.. this is how the whole fcp generally looks like.. this is how i edit lol~

after editing.. outside is raining.. but i need to head to pyramid to meet my bro.. then when i step in the car... suddenly 2 cows appear from nowhere... walking beside my car.. right in front of baloo's house O.O

i was really shock... cause i nearly knock one of them == anyway.. those cows are huge o.O

new hair new me...

i went to cut my hair today... for a few reason.. apart from my hair is dry and split.. there further more underneath reason is because...

1. i want to change my life... i been miserable for awhile since i know someone in my life.. he did change me in a few ways.. but now.. is another different story.. to forget him.. to have a new life...

2. been very stress and things did not go the way it suppose to be.. hope tat after a new cut.. this can be better.. and i will not be tat stress anymore..

3. long hair always makes me remember things tat happen.. so.. when cut it off.. is like cut off those bad memories in life ^^

4. is a new me~!!! weeee~~~!! i like my hair^^

STRESS~!!

i wan to cry... i nearly need to redo all my editing~!! shit shit dam dam blur blur me~!!! rawr~!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need some luck here~!!!

boredness~ boredom~ BORED!!

mum and i went to pavilion to buy her dinner dress.. so while i was waiting for her to try on her dress.. i realize i was surrounded by mirror and fun =P

then i took out my handphone.. on the camera.. and start taking random pic.. first i took my leg...

then when i look out at the mirror.. i see myself in some funny position...

after a few more pic.. i realize i can see myself from the mirror in another fitting room.. LOL~

can u see me?? my leg and part of the body.. lol... this is fun... after all.. my waiting is not tat boring anymore~

1st editing~

my job in the final project.. is not only art director.. but also an editor.. i'm going to edit 2 short story in Jiwa2 Pop.. which is Oh! Jimi and Tak Nak..

so.. this is wat i use to edit... FCP (final cut pro)~

then of course u need the camera and tape to log and capture the footage~

the whole view of equipments~

is time to change another tape~

taking the tape out~

so.. this is wat i do... at the first day of editing... in baloo's house~

幸福與否，只在乎你的心怎麼看待

有一個人，他生前善良而且熱心助人，所以在他死後，昇上天堂，做了天使。
他當了天使後，仍時常到凡間幫助人，希望能感受到幸福的味道。
　
有一天，他遇見一個農夫，農夫的樣子非常煩惱，
他向天使訴說︰「我家的水牛剛死了，沒牠幫忙犁田，那我怎能下田工作呢？」
於是天使賜給他一隻健壯的水牛，農夫很高興，天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。

又有一天，他遇見一個男人，男人非常沮喪，
他向天使訴說︰「我的錢都被騙光了，沒有盤纏回鄉。」
於是天使送給他銀兩做路費，男人很高興，
天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。
　
又一日，他遇見一個詩人，詩人年青、英俊、有才華而且富有，
妻子貌美又溫柔，但他卻過得不快樂。

天使問他︰「你不快樂嗎？我能幫你嗎？」
詩人對天使說︰「我什麼也有，只欠一樣東西，你能夠給我嗎？」
天使回答說︰「可以。你要什麼我也可以給你。」
詩人直直的望著天使︰「我想要的是幸福。」
這下子把天使難倒了，天使想了想，說︰「我明白了。」
　 　
然後把詩人所擁有的都拿走。
　
天使拿走詩人的才華，毀去他的容貌，
奪去他的財產，和他妻子的性命，
天使做完這些事後，便離去了。
　 　
一個月後，天使再回到詩人的身邊，
他那時餓得半死，衣衫襤褸地在躺在地上掙扎。
於是，天使把他的一切還給他，然後，又離去了。
　
半個月後，天使再去看看詩人。
這次，詩人摟著妻子，不住向天使道謝，
因為，他得到幸福了。
　
你曾覺得孤獨？你嚐過幸福的味道？
孤寂、璀璨本就是形容詞，所有的形容詞都是比較的。
沒嘗過孤寂，又怎知何謂璀璨的人生？
孤寂又豈非人生之必經？
　 　
人很奇怪，每每要到了失去後，才懂得珍惜。
其實，幸褔早就放就在你的面前。
肚子餓壞的時候，有一碗熱騰騰的拉麵放在你眼前，幸福。
累得半死的時候，撲上軟軟的床，也是幸福。
哭得要命的時候，旁邊溫柔的遞來一張紙巾，更是幸福。
幸福本沒有絕對的定義，平常一些小事也往往能撼動你的心靈，
幸福與否，只在乎你的心怎麼看待。
　
朋友，你的心，充滿了幸福嗎？還是，溢滿了哀愁？
愉快的心情，敲你的心門時，你就該大大的開放你的心門，讓愉快與你同在。 　

is close~ i think it is~!!

today~ grace and i went to watch movie in pyramid.. is a korean movie.. which involve alot of blood and horror scene.. then.. grace went to research some of the pic about the movie.. and then she show me the moke blood and make up the actor had on his face...

after that.. she told me.. in one of my short film project in acting and directing for camera class named "you"... i had a scene where my actor-grace.. she had to die in a pool of blood cover with scars... then i am the director and make up artist for her moke blood...

so.. this is how my scars and blood looks like...

so.. wat do u think?? i think is pretty close.. i mean yeah~ CLOSE to real scar.. i believe it is~ but grace said no.. cry~

my leg~

hehehe~ i am happy.. after so long~!! almost 2 weeks i think.. my leg.. my scar~ is finally.. FINALLY.. dry up and going to heal soon..

happy~ Happy~ HAppy~ HAPpy~ HAPPy~ HAPPY~!!!! weeeeeeeee~