Omi in the Piglet World ♡

OMG~!!!!

2009-02-18T17:42:00.004+08:00

omg.. so long din update my little bloggy~!!! omg omg omg... LOL... ^^ anyway... just a quick update..
1. i started my internship in Kino-i as an editor.. my first step of my dream ^^
2. i move out from my house~!!! ^^ stay out with friends.. is kinda fun...
3. i edited a chilren program for RTM~!! a pilot copy...
4. edit a skating documentary...
5. doing company showreel now...
6. >>> finally~ i change of look.... i CUT my hair~!!!

LOL.. ya.. i cut my hair.. here go my short hair ^^ i like it~!!

and i love my job too... and ya ya ya.. i love everything i have now ^^ happy~!!

the meaning of life~

2008-12-20T20:41:00.003+08:00

when fate comes,
this is what happen...
you will step into my life,
and be part of it...

you gave me smile and laughter..
makes my life beautiful again..
the songs you play,
mean a lot to me..
remember i told you that,
your songs make me sleep better at night?
that's how much you step into my life...

the thing you like..
i love them too..
the way you sing to me every night,
you make me feel secure...
your music makes me feel calm and warm..

thanks for the laughter that you bought into my life..
it meant a lot to me..
like how much you are to me..
tears will soon turn into laughter when you are here..
that's how much i in love with you..
thanks for stepping into my life~

Surprise~!! editing in baloo house o.O

2008-12-05T01:34:00.007+08:00

today.. i went to baloo house for editing.. cause tomorrow is our 2nd preview for jiwa hari-hari..

this is a browser.. where all the footages are log and capture... is also where all the uncut clips are..

this is a viewer.. where i can view all my clips and sound wave...

this is a canvas... which is a place where i can view this tat i lay out on the timeline..

this is the timeline la... a place where u had cut ur clip and lay it here so tat the clip is in sequence..

so.. this is how the whole fcp generally looks like.. this is how i edit lol~

after editing.. outside is raining.. but i need to head to pyramid to meet my bro.. then when i step in the car... suddenly 2 cows appear from nowhere... walking beside my car.. right in front of baloo's house O.O

i was really shock... cause i nearly knock one of them == anyway.. those cows are huge o.O

new hair new me...

2008-12-01T20:34:00.003+08:00

i went to cut my hair today... for a few reason.. apart from my hair is dry and split.. there further more underneath reason is because...

1. i want to change my life... i been miserable for awhile since i know someone in my life.. he did change me in a few ways.. but now.. is another different story.. to forget him.. to have a new life...

2. been very stress and things did not go the way it suppose to be.. hope tat after a new cut.. this can be better.. and i will not be tat stress anymore..

3. long hair always makes me remember things tat happen.. so.. when cut it off.. is like cut off those bad memories in life ^^

4. is a new me~!!! weeee~~~!! i like my hair^^

STRESS~!!

2008-11-28T01:20:00.001+08:00

i wan to cry... i nearly need to redo all my editing~!! shit shit dam dam blur blur me~!!! rawr~!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need some luck here~!!!

boredness~ boredom~ BORED!!

2008-11-23T16:29:00.003+08:00

mum and i went to pavilion to buy her dinner dress.. so while i was waiting for her to try on her dress.. i realize i was surrounded by mirror and fun =P

then i took out my handphone.. on the camera.. and start taking random pic.. first i took my leg...

then when i look out at the mirror.. i see myself in some funny position...

after a few more pic.. i realize i can see myself from the mirror in another fitting room.. LOL~

can u see me?? my leg and part of the body.. lol... this is fun... after all.. my waiting is not tat boring anymore~

1st editing~

2008-11-22T02:45:00.004+08:00

my job in the final project.. is not only art director.. but also an editor.. i'm going to edit 2 short story in Jiwa2 Pop.. which is Oh! Jimi and Tak Nak..

so.. this is wat i use to edit... FCP (final cut pro)~

then of course u need the camera and tape to log and capture the footage~

the whole view of equipments~

is time to change another tape~

taking the tape out~

so.. this is wat i do... at the first day of editing... in baloo's house~

幸福與否，只在乎你的心怎麼看待

2008-11-19T10:13:00.003+08:00

有一個人，他生前善良而且熱心助人，所以在他死後，昇上天堂，做了天使。
他當了天使後，仍時常到凡間幫助人，希望能感受到幸福的味道。
　
有一天，他遇見一個農夫，農夫的樣子非常煩惱，
他向天使訴說︰「我家的水牛剛死了，沒牠幫忙犁田，那我怎能下田工作呢？」
於是天使賜給他一隻健壯的水牛，農夫很高興，天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。

又有一天，他遇見一個男人，男人非常沮喪，
他向天使訴說︰「我的錢都被騙光了，沒有盤纏回鄉。」
於是天使送給他銀兩做路費，男人很高興，
天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。
　
又一日，他遇見一個詩人，詩人年青、英俊、有才華而且富有，
妻子貌美又溫柔，但他卻過得不快樂。

天使問他︰「你不快樂嗎？我能幫你嗎？」
詩人對天使說︰「我什麼也有，只欠一樣東西，你能夠給我嗎？」
天使回答說︰「可以。你要什麼我也可以給你。」
詩人直直的望著天使︰「我想要的是幸福。」
這下子把天使難倒了，天使想了想，說︰「我明白了。」
　　
然後把詩人所擁有的都拿走。
　
天使拿走詩人的才華，毀去他的容貌，
奪去他的財產，和他妻子的性命，
天使做完這些事後，便離去了。
　　
一個月後，天使再回到詩人的身邊，
他那時餓得半死，衣衫襤褸地在躺在地上掙扎。
於是，天使把他的一切還給他，然後，又離去了。
　
半個月後，天使再去看看詩人。
這次，詩人摟著妻子，不住向天使道謝，
因為，他得到幸福了。
　
你曾覺得孤獨？你嚐過幸福的味道？
孤寂、璀璨本就是形容詞，所有的形容詞都是比較的。
沒嘗過孤寂，又怎知何謂璀璨的人生？
孤寂又豈非人生之必經？
　　
人很奇怪，每每要到了失去後，才懂得珍惜。
其實，幸褔早就放就在你的面前。
肚子餓壞的時候，有一碗熱騰騰的拉麵放在你眼前，幸福。
累得半死的時候，撲上軟軟的床，也是幸福。
哭得要命的時候，旁邊溫柔的遞來一張紙巾，更是幸福。
幸福本沒有絕對的定義，平常一些小事也往往能撼動你的心靈，
幸福與否，只在乎你的心怎麼看待。
　
朋友，你的心，充滿了幸福嗎？還是，溢滿了哀愁？
愉快的心情，敲你的心門時，你就該大大的開放你的心門，讓愉快與你同在。　

is close~ i think it is~!!

2008-11-17T20:58:00.003+08:00

today~ grace and i went to watch movie in pyramid.. is a korean movie.. which involve alot of blood and horror scene.. then.. grace went to research some of the pic about the movie.. and then she show me the moke blood and make up the actor had on his face...

after that.. she told me.. in one of my short film project in acting and directing for camera class named "you"... i had a scene where my actor-grace.. she had to die in a pool of blood cover with scars... then i am the director and make up artist for her moke blood...

so.. this is how my scars and blood looks like...

so.. wat do u think?? i think is pretty close.. i mean yeah~ CLOSE to real scar.. i believe it is~ but grace said no.. cry~

my leg~

2008-11-17T20:56:00.003+08:00

hehehe~ i am happy.. after so long~!! almost 2 weeks i think.. my leg.. my scar~ is finally.. FINALLY.. dry up and going to heal soon..

happy~ Happy~ HAppy~ HAPpy~ HAPPy~ HAPPY~!!!! weeeeeeeee~

our extra~

2008-11-16T01:38:00.007+08:00

ok.. today is shooting day for Aisha.. so in aisha.. we need a cat as our extra... so~ we borrow imri's most adorable and lovely cat name Gigi (is pronounce as "GG")...

wanna know how adorable is it?? look at our pic together then u will know.. haha~

the cat is so so so SO adorable and LAZY~!! lol.. when it walk... it move so slow and lazy that u just cant resist it~!! so so cute...

awww.. i starting to miss her... MISS u Gigi ^^ muaks~

shooting at soni's place~

2008-11-16T01:17:00.008+08:00

ok... this is when me.. the art director got nothing to do after set up the location and make up the actors... i.. take ppl's photo~ hahaha... so here we go...

we shooting at soni's place for "malam ini malaikat tidur".. is a nite indoor scene.. so~ this is when our DOP (director of photography~Grace) is setting up the light..

after the light is set.. you can see the beautiful light shine out from the frame~

this is how our DOP is handling the camera in the dark and beautiful lightings~

ok.. another closer look in the room scene... and one thing... i set the room.. this is my job as art director~ ==

so.. this is how our long friday shooting goes~... is dam tired~!!!!

my cicak is done~!!!

2008-11-12T14:20:00.008+08:00

so.. we are ready for our shooting of "Oh!! Jimi!!" in Telawi Bangsar~

ok.. this is how the final cicak suit looks like ^^ 100% handmade... purely handmade.. stiches by stiches... hahaha~

the back pic~

the lizard's eyes~ (sweaty sam ==)

sam with an actress and PM (production manager).. getting ready~

everyone.. waiting for the director~

an hour+ break at Davi's corner... smoke shisha~ orange flavour~

this is one of the scene where "Jimi" hump a girl (but now the director is the girl) and got hit by a teh tarik glass....

and.. one of the girl call off the shoot.. so.. jojo had to take over and me had to be jojo's fren == so this is how i looks like in the shot.. but i dont think they shot my face.. hehe ^^

ok... this is basically wat we do in Bangsar from 8pm to 7am~ whole nite no sleep == now i am death~

here comes 2 retards~

2008-11-11T15:47:00.005+08:00

ok~ guess.. wat will 2 retards do when they come together to make costume in a room~ hehe.. here we go...

the left over cloth... is~ is... is>> TA DA~!!!

our hair band~ O.o

when one retard continue sewing~ one retard... posing ==

when another one going to sew... another retard start posing... LOL~

so.. now u know wat u can do with leftover cloth?? is it one of the idea ^^ kekekekeke~

cloth cloth cloth~!!!

2008-11-11T15:35:00.006+08:00

ok.. on sunday~ i went to buy cloth for the making of costume for my final shooting production "Jiwa-jiwa Hadhari"... in this production.. 2 different types of major costumes are needed:
1. Cicak/Lizard suit
2. Japanese costume

so.. this is wat i have bought~

these plain cloth is for japanese male costume and cicak suit..

the floral cloth is to make female japanese costume - yukata...

so.. the final outcome of the costume.. will show u on the way in the blog.. keep on reading~ haha^^

Can i borrow $25?

2008-11-09T11:05:00.003+08:00

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness. It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

burn & HURT~!!

2008-11-07T22:31:00.005+08:00

yesterday after the late supper.. i was riding richard's bike back to my car~ then.. i accidentally burn my leg at the exhaust pipe == and it hurts like hell~!!!

then richard stop by the nearest 7-11 to grab me something~ guess wat..??

a toothpaste~!! Colgate.. to cool my burn down~

ok.. apply it~

so this is how the death skin looks like and a layer of toothpaste on it~

after shower and wash away the toothpaste and death skin.. this is till how it looks like~!!

CRY CRY CRY~!!! it HURTS like hell~!!!! even now.. sobsob~

stress~!!!

2008-11-06T13:56:00.002+08:00

strawberry Strawberry STRAWBERRY~!! here i come =P

who am i suppose to miss?

2008-11-03T22:10:00.005+08:00

who should i miss?

the one who make me smile?
make me cry?
make me laugh?
or make me scream?

who should i miss?
the one who make me love?
make me hurt?
make me warm?
or make me pain?

who should i miss?
the one who make me happy?
make me sorrow?
make me sing?
or make me angry?

who should i miss?
you?
him?
her?
or me?

confusion is now in me~

halloween~ in 1U

2008-10-26T11:41:00.004+08:00

yesterday.. i went to 1U and this halloween fun things for kids and adult is on~ things like dress up in your costume, sweet treats(for kids and adults).. colouring contest etc.. is kinda cool.. go check it out~ but most importantly.. the set up is fun too ^^
DA TA~ check this out... i saw the sign written "you will be cursed if you choose to sit here!!!" guess what kind of cursed you will get?? haha... pay the destroy of set cursed and pain in the ass... cause tat fence is made by stereofon... sit on it IF you DARE~!!!

the try-to-be scary and friendly screwcrow~

Happy jack-o-lantern~

look up in the air owl~

smiley happy "ghost" got tie up on the tree~

hehe~ is fun and cool rite?? if you think it is~ drop by 1U today~!! event is on from 24 Oct till 2 Nov.. but as usual.. fun event is only on the weekends~ see the monsters there ^^

know wat your mobile can do ^^ try it~

2008-10-24T10:45:00.002+08:00

There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it:

1st~ Emergency
The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out.

2nd~ Have you locked your keys in the car?
Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their mobile phone from your cell phone.
Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock button, holding it near the mobile phone on their end. Your car will unlock. Saves someone from having to drive your keys to you. Distance is no object. You could be hundreds of miles away, and if you can reach someone who has the other 'remote' for your car, you can unlock the doors (or the trunk).

you can try it out~ it does works^^

3rd~ Hidden Battery Power
Imagine your mobile battery is very low. To activate, press the keys *3370# Your mobile will restart with this reserve and the instrument will show a 50% increase in battery. This reserve will get charged when you charge your mobile next time.

4th~ How to disable a STOLEN mobile phone?
To check your Mobile phone's serial number, key in the following digits on your phon! e: * # 0 6 #.... A 15 digit code will appear on the screen. This number is unique to your handset. Write it down and keep it somewhere safe. When your phone get stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them this code. They will then be able to block your handset so even if the thief changes the SIM card, your phone will be totally useless. You probably won't get your phone back, but at least you know that whoever stole it can't use/sell it either. If everybody does this, there would be no point in people stealing mobile phones.

3rd & final half... Nite Market ^^

2008-10-23T02:36:00.014+08:00

ok.. this post is gonna be long~!! so i decided to talk less unless i really need to explain~ so we went to this night market in cheras.. which happen every wednesday~ the night market is about 1km long~ and it also the longest nite market in KL~

although is raining day~ alot of ppl still came to the market.. either to walk or eat~

ok... i will start with the food stall.. watever i show here... is only 10% of the food stall==

the jelly stall~ they have their special jeally is call "sour plum jelly"....

then the Taiwan pizza~

takoyaki~ just ok~ lol==

koren kimchi and korean fried cake~

taiwan cartoon cake (is a kind of sponge cake)...

taiwan sausage~

asam laksa~ this stall is really good ^^

the drink corner~

bakery, snack~

so... that is like really little~ you can find things like steamboat, fried chicken, dim sum, pancake, sushi, all kind of drinks~ etc etc~!! (cant mention too many... cause it is too many to remember =P)

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

now.. wat things they sell in the nite market~ the price is really reasonable...

kawaii accessories~ from house till car...

clothes, shoes and bags.. kid, adult, male~ under garments too ^^

accessories from head to toes~ watches, nailz....

books~ all kinds... comics~ novels~ abd mag too ^^

things for aromathearapy~ (i was surprise when i spotted this o.O)

last but not least~ the dvd, cd, and vcd corner...

anyway... watever i show is only 10.. remember~!!! 10% ten TEN~!!! if u wan to see more and know more... especially what they have there? go check it out yourself.. is at cheras... taman cornaude there~

go my kesas highway~ is much easier^^

2nd half.. stuck in the rain~

2008-10-23T00:47:00.008+08:00

ok.. we travel from masjid jamek to pasar seni through lrt and then we was planning to go centrel market... so.. who knows~ it rain... very heavy rain...

so here we are... stuck in Pasar Seni lrt.... in the platform.. we have view of the post office and railway station~

but who knows... the lrt tat came~ stuck there for about 15 min... due to some system problem == so we just watch ppl in the lrt and ppl in the lrt look at us too...

alot of caution sign around the station~ warn us to be careful and don play around here~

but i can? =P hahahahah~

after tat~ we just wait and wait~ until the rain goes down lower~

finally it gets lower~ time to off to central market~ but then.. not much thing happen there == ZzzZZz

1st half outing~ masjid india..

2008-10-22T23:56:00.007+08:00

in the morning~ i met up richard in cheras and then took an lrt to masjid jamek and then we walk down to masjid india and hang around there...

then we bought a indian flower and ask the lady seller to tie it on my hair...

first part of the flower is been tie up~

this is how the second part where the yellow and red flower been place on~

due to the hot weather.. we went into Mydin to enjoy some cold-air (air-con =P hehe) then i saw some fun stuff~ example... PINK UNTIES SPIDERMAN~! hahaha~

and and~ classic nintendo game.. selling at RM18.90.. 76 game in 1~ if u still have the game machine and still under a good condition.. and looking for a game.. yeah.. this is where u can still find games~

then bought this in mydin.. erm... wat u call? actually i also not sure.. i know is tat u stick it on your forehead~

yeah~ like this...

along the street is not really tat hot.. thx to the wonderful and beautiful trees along the way~

then drop by for some try out time... indian snack and food..

one thing to sad about the food... SWEET~ omg i got sugar rush ==

my saturday~

2008-10-19T12:53:00.005+08:00

yesterday~ mum bring Grace and I to toastmaster's division C district 51 humorous speech and evaluation contests... and winner will be represent malaysia to bali~

the contest was held in Segi college which beside summit usj...

then.. in Segi college, the art and design diploma students were having their graduation exhibition called Mad Prison of Art...

alot of nice stuff though~ hehe.... anyway.. today is their last day~

so... my saturday is kinda fun and not so rite?? hahaha~ but i did enjoy it~ ^^

new hair, new me~

2008-10-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

after Atomic Jaya, is time for a change of new hair style.. but then.. ppl who know me well will know.. once i cut my hair = i have things tat upset me and i want to forget...

yeah~ i have a way of me tat i always believe tat... cut hair = cut away all the unhappy memories... so tat all the sad, bad, useless past will not stay in me...

so.. today, i went for a hair cut... a total change of the front hair and side...

i know you will wonder wat's bother me tat makes me cut my hair?? lol... can i answer "secret?" =P

ok.. light hint then... i always cut my hair if there is:-
1. ppl i love pass away~
2. break up with love one~
3. upset/hurt by love one~
4. did something terribly wrong~
5. realize own's mistake (personality/behavior) which need to be change for better~

so~ have a wild guess then.. but one thing.. feel so much better now~!!!

AJ finally~ done ^^

2008-10-13T23:16:00.006+08:00

ok... Atomic Jaya had finally done~!! yes yes~!! tired but fun, enjoyable and fantastic~ ^^ so.. let me show you how our stage looks like~

Ta Da~... just like tat...

this is our back stage... the lights and projector~

Mr.Teng's back drop is a projection of a snooker table~

ok.. after some stage pics.. is time for me to show you the cast~

casts with crews~

casts, crews with producer (Puay Tin) and Production Manager (Melissa Teoh)~

casts with director (Sek Thim)~

casts with director and stage manager (Soni Deol)~

the director and me (Madeleine Albright -US Secretary of State)

when Albright meet General Zulkifli (Faiq)...

have a glass of white wine with Serena (Grace)~

Albright meet the Malaysia Minister~

smile smile~ picture time... Jojo, Me and Grace~

oh ya~ one last pic... one of my character is Madeleine Albright.. hehe.. do we look alike?? LOL~

there is alot of fun in this production.. and i miss everyone in this production.. my character is Mr.Teng a contractor and Madeleine Albright... at the moment no Mr.Teng pic.. if i found any.. i will upload it as soon as possible... ^^ cause this is my first time act as a male... haha~ pray hard i have it =P

anyway.. TY everyone~ MUAKS!! (≥▽≤) ♥

teddy from parents~

2008-10-12T23:45:00.004+08:00

on the saturday nite show~ my parents came to watch the show.. they gave me a teddy.. hehe.. so i decided to display my teddy on my make up table and hopes it bring me some luck~ haha...

have a closer look at it~ cute rite? ^^

the most lovely thing is tat~ it comes with a heart~!!! love from them.. so sweet rite? hehe~

anyway~ i am greatful tat they came for the show~ really appreciate their attendance... TY mum and dad~ ^^ hugz~

ty everyone~

2008-10-11T00:58:00.004+08:00

today... before the show.. i had a low sugar knock out == i am having my pms, and then i forgot to eat more sugar cause i got low blood... so.. before the show.. i starting to feel dizzy ==

then.. i hold on and perform Mr.Ting.. but who knows right after Mr.Teng.. i nearly collapse and all my classmate manage to get me back into position..

ty everyone~ ty ty ty.. without you all.. i don know how i survive today~

1. Melissa~ she get me a can of coke in the middle of the show...
2. Soni~ she look for chocolate for me everywhere..
3. Grace~ get me stay on and make sure i am alrite..
4. Charlene~ get me change in time and make sure i am fine..
5. Oliva~ contact Melissa to get me coke...
6. Howard~ manage to bring the coke for me..
7. Baloo~ sacrifice his chocolate for me...
8. Roger~ he catch me and hold on to me when i about to knock out...
9. Afiq, Joe Yan, Jojo, Faiq, Sam, Negar, Ummi, Ping and anyone tat concern and care...

ty ty so so much~ i ♥ you all~!!!

i really glad to have them support me all the way~ very grateful~ HUGZ ppl!! muaks!!

first show chocolate...

2008-10-11T00:46:00.004+08:00

lol.. yesterday.. except receiving a bunch of flower from richard... there is one more gift from my lecturer.. Melissa (a.k.a production manager).. lol...

so.. this is the chocolate tat she gave everyone of us before the show open.. on our dressing table...

behind the card had everyone's name on it ^^

Ta Da~ this is wat she gave us.. she wan to make sure we are suger high and hyper and ready for the show (≥▽≤)

hehe~ not bad huh? to receive so many things on the opening nite~ and the show is good too... i am sure you will regret tat you miss the show =P

first show~

2008-10-10T08:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday.. Atomic Jaya's first show is over~!! yes yes!! 4 more to go... weee.. yesterday show is good.. i love it~! i feel like.. fuh~!! over de...

Richard came to the show.. he told me tat.. opening night is a nite tat cannot be miss.. so~ he came.. with a big bunch of roses... pink roses... lol~ ty ty ^^

so~ Atomic Jaya got 4 more shows to go~ if u are interested.. must come and catch it~ everyone said is good~!!! hear it?? "GOOD" they said =P hehe

my sacrifice~

2008-10-09T12:17:00.004+08:00

remember my long nailz tat i use to paint? == today... i need to cut it due to the Atomic Jaya performance... cry~ so.. let you have a look again at my long nailz~

OUCH OUCH~!!! cry!!! my nailz...

here you go~ this is how my nailz looks like now~ ==

so.. it should take me about another month to grow my nails back~!!! AWWW~ i miss my nailz... alot alot!! i want them back T.T

plastic bottle awareness

2008-10-08T03:45:00.004+08:00

Dear Friends and Readers~

Please pass around the info among your team mates and anyone..

Did you ever drink from a plastic bottle and see a triangle symbol on thebottom with a number inside? Do you know what the number stands for? Did you guess that it's just for recycling?

Then you are WRONG !!!!!! THE NUMBER TELLS YOU THE CHEMICAL MAKE UP OF THE PLASTIC.....

1) Polyethylene terephalate (PET)
2) High density polyethylene (HDPE)
3) Unplasticised polyvinyl chloride (UPVC) or Plasticised polyvinylchloride (PPVC)
4) Low density polyethylene LDPE
5) Polypropylene (PP)
6) Polystyrene (PS) or Expandable polystyrene (EPS)
7) Other, including nylon and acrylic

What you aren't told is that many of the plastics used are toxic and the chemicals used to create a plastic can leach out of the plastic and into the food/drink.

Think about it, how many times have you or a friend said "I don't like this, it taste like the plastic bottle ..... "THAT'S BECAUSE YOU ARE TASTING THE PLASTIC

The WORST ONES are Nos: 3, 6, and 7 !!! (DO NOT USE THESE NUMBERS if stated at the bottom of the bottle!!!) Check out this chart that breaks down the plastic, its uses and chemical make up.. i find it scray now ==

ATOMIC JAYA~ starting tomorrow~!!

2008-10-08T03:00:00.006+08:00

lol.. atomic jaya is starting with preview today and the show starts tomorrow!!!!

i'm nervous and excited!! so... ppl~ if you are interested to watch how my classmate and i perform~ pls come and watch the show ^^ enjoy~!!!

time + date :

8.30pm for 9 to 11 october 2008 (thurs - sat)

3pm for 11 & 12 october 2008 (sat & sun)

venue:

RTT (Roof Top Theatre, Sunway University College)

tickets:

RM10 (limited to 50 seats only)

bookings:

+6012-249 6476 (Atomic Jaya hotline)

come come come!!! i'm sure you will enjoys it ^^ ty for your support~

building mum's birthday present ^^

2008-10-08T01:59:00.008+08:00

ok.. this is want i bought for my mum for her b'day present... a kitchen trolley~ ^^ i bought if from Ikea.. so as you know... ikea furniture, you need to build it up yourself == so~ i decided to build it up for her..

so... this is the menu book... and how is the kitchen trolley suppose to look like~

and this is wat you need to build it~ hammer, screwdriver~ etc etc...

screws and others screws? LOL.. just all type of screws tat they provide la~ LOL ==

then the wheel... so tat it can move~ =P

ok~ let's look at the instruction booklet~ follow it step by step~

ok.. 1. screw the metal at the board~

2. screw it all up together like this...

3. then screw it on a bigger piece of board~

4. then i looks like this~

5. then screw in the longer type of screw into the trolley legs~

6. then screw the long nat and screw together at the top of the trolley legs~

7. then screw the table top and the leg together~

8. add in the middle rack pieces and screw it together with the trollwy leg~

9. so when everything is screw together... is time to screw the wheels at the shorter legs of the trolley~

10. after screwing it on the trolley's legs~

11. turn it around~ TA DA~!! this is wat you got... a KITCHEN TROLLEY~!!

so.. this is my mum's lovely present tat she wanted for since 3 months ago.. now i got it for her~ ^^ hehe.. hopes she loves it ^^ weee~!!! ♥

visitor to the play~ LOL

2008-10-08T01:54:00.002+08:00

on 6 Oct.. during tech rehearsal for Atomic Jaya... we had a visitor at the back stage while the run is going on~

and know wat?? Grace spotted it first~ and it was beside ME~~!!!!

one thing i had to say about this is tat~ i HATE worms~!! ewwwww.... keep me out of it!!

my world~

2008-10-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

when i start to think tat.. eyes is very important for a person... like the chinese use to say... eyes is the window of your soul.. and i think.. it really is the window of my soul...

when i start to think tat my world is not so colourful and interesting.. the sky let me see the beauty of the world and wat can it do~

the golden sunset paint the condo behind my college into another colour~

and on my way home.. the cloud create a shape of heart...

is like telling everyone tat... every the sky.. it also a life.. a living creature.. they have a heart tat can move and change from nite to day.. sun to rainy to cloudy...

hehe.. now i start to think.. life can be beautiful... it depands how u see it ^^

AJ Bump-in on Saturday~

2008-10-05T21:22:00.005+08:00

for Atomic Jaya bump-in.. it happens on Saturday... so.. everyone have their own job...

~ Roger fixing the black side curtain ^^

my lecturer- Melissa.. she try to fix the curtain too...

then the girls busy sewing the curtain... so tat it is long enough to cover the side...

then for Grace and i... our job it to set up the yellow room.. and turn it into a make up and dressing room... so.. this is what happen.. lol...

we set up a hanging place to put everyone's costume...

then name the chair.. now i got my own chair ^^

then own basket and table ^^

a share mirror and shoes rack with Grace...

ok.. this is my make-up place.. table, chair.. etc.. LOL.. my own little corner ^^ i love it~

ok... this is basically wat i do for bump-in before my rehearsal == i enjoy it~

wat u bring to sleep tonight?

2008-10-03T22:45:00.005+08:00

i had a gastric now...
pain..
so pain tat i could get up from my bed..
and he care..

i know everything he does is for my own good..

and i appreciate tat..

but..

why did it lean to a sorrow?

double pain...
in the heart..
and in the stomach...
he hate me cry...
so i hold on to my tears..
"i am fine~"
this is what i said...
immediately hang up the call..
tears drop down like heavy rain..
wet my pillow and wet my nite...
so..
this is wat i bringing along with me to bed tonight...

cute but meaningful..

2008-10-02T22:17:00.004+08:00

ps* the writer is a male... lol~

no electricity ==

2008-10-02T21:24:00.004+08:00

everytime during some huge festival celebration... the electricity sure will cut off somehow ==

at 6.54pm.. i was on the phone with my hubby and chatting with my "son" in msn... then suddenly.. everything in front of me turn black... i cant see a thing..

and my parents lights up the whole house with candles...

then at about 7.47pm... the electricity came back to normal.. till now~ lol.. hopefully it dont cut off for no reason again == haiz~

will u wait for him?

2008-10-01T18:04:00.005+08:00

today..

again i recieve a sms...

"sorry, dont wait for me.."

"i wont be online today.."

so...

if you...

will you still wait for him?

for me..

i waited for him since 2pm...

although he said he will on after 3pm..

but i just too excited to see him...

so..

i waited...

i got the msg at 4pm...

but i still waiting for him now..

why? why?

maybe because i still hoping he will on somehow..

10min, 5 min, or 1 min...

just to say hi and bye...

and how much i love and miss him...

is all that worth...

别错过你爱の人~ ♥

2008-09-30T22:12:00.003+08:00

有那么一对情侣. 女孩很漂亮, 非常善解人意, 偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.
男孩很聪明, 也很懂事, 最主要的一点. 幽默感很强.
总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.
女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.
他们一直相处不错, 女孩对男孩的感觉, 淡淡的, 说男孩象自己的亲人.
男孩对女孩爱甚深, 非常非常在乎她. 所以每当吵架的时候, 男孩都会说是自己不好, 自己的错.
即使有时候真的不怪他的时候, 他也这么说. 他不想让女孩生气.
就这样过5年, 男孩仍然非常爱女孩, 象当初一样.

有一个周末, 女孩出门办事, 男孩本来打算去找女孩, 但是一听说她有事, 就打消了这个念头.
他在家里呆了一天, 他没有联系女孩, 他觉得女孩一直在忙, 自己不好去打扰他.
谁知女孩在忙的时候, 还想着男孩, 可是一天没有接到男孩的消息, 她很生气.
晚上回家后, 发了条信息给男孩, 话说得很重. 甚至提到了分手. 当时是晚上12点.
男孩心急如焚, 打女孩手机, 连续打了3次, 都给挂断了. 打家里电话没人接, 猜想是女孩把电话线拔了.
男孩抓起衣服就出门了, 他要去女孩家. 当时是12点25.
女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话, 从手机打来的, 她又给挂断了.
一夜无话. 男孩没有再给女孩打电话.

第2天, 女孩接到男孩母亲的电话, 电话那边声泪俱下.
男孩昨晚出了车祸. 警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急, 撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.
救护车到的时候, 人已经不行了. 女孩心痛到哭不出来, 可是再后悔也没有用了.
她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.
女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场, 她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.
车已经撞得完全不成样子. 方向盘上, 仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.
男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩, 钱包, 手表, 还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.
女孩翻开钱包, 里面有她的照片, 血渍浸透了大半张.
当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候, 赫然发现, 手表的指针停在12点35分附近.
女孩瞬间明白了, 男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话, 而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接.
男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了, 他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.

女孩永远不知道, 男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.
女孩也明白, 不会再有人会比这个男孩, 更爱她了！

爱上一个人的7个预兆 ♥
1. 当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信.. 你已经爱上她/他了
2. 如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步.. 你已经爱上她/他了
3. 当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他... 你已经爱上她了
4. 当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急.. 你已经爱上他了
5. 当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味... 你已经爱上他了
6. 当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她 / 他了....
7. 当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人

learning korean~

2008-09-30T02:26:00.004+08:00

안녕하세요 an nyong ha se yo~ lol.. today i learn korean from Grace after her editing... so.. this is wat i learn~

Vowels
ㅏ a (ah)
ㅓO /eo (ou)
ㅜ u (wu)
ㅗ o (oh)
ㅡ U /eu (Ngeer)

ㅣI (Yi)

Double Vowels
ㅖ Ye
ㅒ Yae
ㅑYa
ㅛ Yo
ㅠ Yu
ㅐae
ㅔ e
ㅕ YO
ㅚ oi
ㅟ ui
ㅢ Ui

Consonants

ㄱGiyok

ㄷ Digeut

ㅎ Hieung

ㅅ Shiot

ㄹ Rieul

ㅂ Bieup

ㅈ Jieut

ㅁ Mieum

ㄴ Nieun

ㅇ Ieung

ㅋ Kieuk

ㅊ Chieut

ㅌ Tieut

ㅍ Pieup

Double Consonants & others
ㅃ Ssang Bieup

ㅉ Ssang Jieut

ㄸ Ssang Digeut

ㄲ Ssang Giyok

ㅆ Ssang Shiot

ㅋㅋㅋ... ㅎㅎㅎ.... 하하하!!! =P ty to Teacher Grace~ LMAO.... ㄴㅇㄴ

waiting~

2008-09-28T19:45:00.003+08:00

today...

all i do is just wait..

i wait for you to get online the whole day...

looking at msn..

but still din see you appear...

now i got to go offline soon..

then...

i only hear from you through the phone..

you told me tat you are sorry...

and i understand..

i understand you with your dad..

i understand the importance of family..

so..

here is the last message i wan you to know..

"dar.. i love you.."

and i understand you... ♥

珍惜你所有の一切♥

2008-09-28T14:21:00.001+08:00

流泪の天使

2008-09-28T07:40:00.004+08:00

appreciate your life~

2008-09-27T16:59:00.008+08:00

Must Read and Please be careful out there~

2008-09-27T16:52:00.002+08:00

A man came over and offered his services as a painter to a female putting gas in her car and left his card. She said no ,but accepted his card out of kindness and got in the car. The man then got into a car driven by another gentleman. As the lady left the service station, she saw the men following her out of the station at the same time. Almost immediately, she started to feel dizzy and could not catch her breath. She tried to open the window and realized that the odor was on her hand; the same hand which accepted the card from the gentleman at the gas station.

She then noticed the men were immediately behind her and she felt she needed to do something at that moment. She drove into the first driveway and began to honk her horn repeatedly to ask for help.The men drove away but the lady still felt pretty bad for several minutes after she could finally catch her breath. Apparently,there was a substance on the card that could have seriously injured her.

This drug is called 'BURUNDANGA'and it is used by people who wish to incapacitate a victim in order to steal from or take advantage of them. This drug is four times more dangerous than the date rape drug and is transferable on simple cards. So take heed and make sure you don't accept cards at any given time alone or from someone on the streets. This applies to those making house calls and slipping you a card when they offer their services .

SO FEMALE OUT THERE~ BE CAREFUL! TAKE CARE!!

hurt.. deep down..

2008-09-27T15:34:00.004+08:00

you wan me to share things with you..
so why cant i being manja...
being emo...
all i wan is just wan you to know how i feel...
it really hurt me when you said "enough"..
i know i being a kid...
being childish in many ways..
but..
all i want is just wan more attention from you...
cause you are the only one i have to seek attention for..
anyway...
sorry if it bother you so much..
thanks for the tolerance... ♥

wat a day ==

2008-09-26T20:31:00.004+08:00

this morning when i step out of the house.. i look at the sky.. then i thought~ today will be a good and great day for me ^^

but who knows.. when i arrived college.. i only realize tat i have a pop-quiz today.. of course i did not study == cry.. then i spend the rest of my exam time.. plurk~ ==

and the most piss off thing is tat.. my actor!!! the way they arrange the costume after the 2nd preview today!! OMG.. i can cry my head and lung out!! anyway.. chill~

so as usual... will be home at this hour at nite... reach home at 8pm.. had my dinner and then.. shower.. then... dinner.. and then.. blogging== haiz.. wat a day~

new blog~

2008-09-25T13:11:00.003+08:00

due to lots of stuff in just one blog.. i open another new blog... which tat blog will stuff all my favourite stuff.. like my nailz, updates of musics, movies, shopping~ etc etc.. oh ya.. food too ^^ haha... so.. don miss it ok??

http://pigletluv.blogspot.com/

see you there ^^

dinner in gasonline ==

2008-09-24T22:39:00.004+08:00

after grace, ping and i found a place to sit in gasonline... and after we order our food.. hehe~ and b4 dinner.. i went to the nearby takoyaki stall.. yes!! TAKOYAKI!! which i bought my prawn takoyaki to the restaurant... ^^

hehe.. isn't it looks good~ hehe... of course.. tat's my favourite~ takoyaki for life?? =P at the moment~ (≥▽≤)

then in the restaurant, i order a lychee snowy~ which contains highly, strongly and rich milk.. which kills the lychee taste =.=

then the sweet sour fish fillet rice... i think better call it sweet sour "flour" fillet rice... imagine i dont taste a single taste of fish? or even.. a single piece of fish meat ==

but the only tasty food is the tempura squid... which is crispy and of course... there is squid!! lol... finally something you can taste~

so.. imagine 3 or us order food and non of us say our food is nice.. so.. if you are planing to go gasonline in sunway pyramid to have your meal == think twice.. somemore the price is kinda~ ok la.. my rice RM6.90... ok lo ==

the whole morning~

2008-09-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

lol~ this morning, our director sek thim will be late for rehearsal.. so.. i brought my laptop to college and go online and chit-chat with frens... haha~ then the whole morning i just chatting == haha~

so.. this is how i look when i was chatting sia~ dam serious wei.. hahahaha!! so.. when see me like tat, don come so close ya~ =P

apple tree 苹果树~

2008-09-24T08:15:00.008+08:00

it is a very touching story... the apple tree is like your parents~ from here we can see the love of our parents and part of our life when we grow up~

Cleaning Up

2008-09-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

we fucked and fucked until we could fuck no more

you wanted proof of my love, my forgiveness

after you having fucked him for years -

your sweet revenge, as you called it, my folly

in the aftermath of ruined contours. torn clothing

memories of another love linger, holding firm, fast

the pleasures on sofas, beds, tables, chairs, car-seats

experiences our joint-hearts cannot let go.

someday the stars and the moon will bear testimony

and your detour will be no more than a stage

bringing you closer and closer to realisation

knowing just how we loved and how our bodies,

crazy with desires, punished us both with longing.

by Kirpal Singh

food poisoning~

2008-09-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

i been going in and out the toilet since 2am this morning~ my stomach hurts and then it causes me in pain~!! and i got food poisoning...

so i suppose to record my voice and then compare it with Jo's voice for AJ's production.. but who knows.. i so sick till i fall asleep in the voice recording room...

so.. this is how death i am~ lying on the sound room floor and frop death till sleep~

so... most of my rehearsal time i was sleeping in sound room or RTT itself... my stomach hurt!! dam hurt!! haiz.. hope tomorrow will get well soon~ i need to rehearse ==

webcam with piggy~

2008-09-21T21:13:00.003+08:00

lol.. you want to know wat kind of faces i will show to my hubby piggy when i webcam with him?? this is wat i will be doing~ LOL!! (≥▽≤)

so.. haha.. know why i got so many faces?? cause i have a cute and fun hubby~ he keeps on makes me smile and say funny stuff... so.. this is how he able to meet the different side of me.. ♥

my dinner~ ♥

2008-09-21T21:05:00.003+08:00

tonight mum cook my favourite dinner... ♥ so long don have nice dinner at home... so.. this is wat she cook tonight~

my favourite yam rice~

then my favourite sweet and spicy crab~

YUMMY!!!~

i had a great dinner... i mean.. great delicious dinner... not the process of course... lol (≥▽≤) haha!! ty mum~

final voice~

2008-09-21T20:52:00.006+08:00

i dont have confident in this relationship...

i am scare...

i scare i lost you...

i scare you leave me...

i'm scare~

i know i cannot let my feelings control me..

but i am alone..

alone in my room...

is all around me..

do you know how much i need you?

you are my everything in this world..

wat can i do without you?

i know you dont like me saying this...

but.. this will be my last and final time saying it...

"i feel lonely and left out.."

all i want is just tat you are beside me~

i'm sorry i being too emotional...

but i love you~

i really do~ sorry..

The First Time

2008-09-21T10:14:00.002+08:00

The first time my nose
touched your hair
the hall was so dark
and crowded
we could barely
move to the music.

The first time my nose
touched your hair
sweat dripped down
my forehead and
arms, and my shirt
clung to my skin.

The first time my nose
touched your hair
my heart beat
so fast i was afraid
you would hear it
and laugh at me.

The first time my nose
touched your hair
i felt my mother's
soft pat on my thighs
and heard my father
whistle a slow tune

because i am sure
that i smelled
milk, sweet and warm,
the tastiest milk,
the first time my nose
touched your hair.

by Rofel G. Brion

only one beside~ bunny!!

2008-09-20T01:01:00.021+08:00

you are the only one beside me now...

when i sleep..

i awake..

and when i lonely...

you are the only one know how i feel..

see my cry..

share my joy..

and share my tears...

you bring me warmness when i needed someone...

you accompany me when i'm in the dark...

even though you cant talk..

cant reply..

cant comfort me...

but your present..

share my pain...

"you the only one left when i need a hug~"

like the owner who gave you to me~

sign language~

2008-09-20T01:01:00.019+08:00

today.. Grace and i went to sunway pyramid to catch a movie... so.. while we are waiting... on the Ground floor... there are charity raya card selling for those mute and deaf association...

while we are waiting... we observe how they communicate... then grace teach me A~Z sign language... so.. here is it.. i can spell my name!!~

i can do A to Z ^^ thx to Grace~~ my sign language teacher~!! haha =P

banana leaf in telawi~

2008-09-20T01:01:00.017+08:00

after silverfish.. i went lunch with grace and charlene... we had banana leaf for lunch... this is wat they eat~ lol ^^

veg veg veg~ this are wat all they like~ not me!! i don take veg ==

then a plate of their famous fried squid~

then sweet & spicy chicken... papadam...

and know wat?? this lunch.. non of us pay a single cent... LOL.. cause i met my parents there == they paid it all~ yahoo?!! ==

silverfish~

2008-09-20T01:01:00.015+08:00

today.. the whole class meet up in silvefish books in bangsar telawi to search for script... we are looking for script to shoot a short 10 to 15 min film for our 2nd final project...

so.. everyone is hanging around.. reading most of the local books and look for a good story...

then including me siting on the floor reading... for the first time.. i realize.. local book is good!! i enjoy it!!

then i bought something from the bookshop... of course!! how can omi dont buy book??!! lol (≥▽≤)

so... the book is purple... and thick.. and got a bookmark~ =p

and... the title is~ "Love Gather All"... is a collective poems from Philippines & S'pore... romantic ma? haha~

so.. i had a good and enjoyable trip to silverbooks.. i love it!! ^^

my nailz~

2008-09-20T01:01:00.012+08:00

hehe~ change of new design!! hehe...

here we go... base coat~

pinkie~ the base colour~

red side~

separate the red and pink with white lace~

then finally the protection coat~

this is all you need... is really simple~!!

so... hehe.. here we go for new design for this week~~ i love the colour!! pink and red~ and white!!! ^^

loneliness increases~!!

2008-09-20T01:01:00.010+08:00

lonely... tonight is just like any other nite..

but why am i feeling lonely..

after both of you left me here all by myself...

i am all alone...

i thought, after i found him...

i will not be so lonely again...

is it because he and i are apart?

i feel so empty...

nothing i can hold on..

i always try so hard to hold on...

hold on something tat i feel warm...

but why suddenly..

the warm turn into cold...

my feeling turns numb...

all i feel is loneliness...

only loneliness surrounded by me...

all around me...

i feel lonely, lonely.. slowly.. into darkness...

then i realize..

i'm all alone again...

new schedule book~

2008-09-20T01:01:00.008+08:00

today.. i had dinner with Grace in sunway pyramid pizza hut... then.. after dinner.. we were walking to the car park to get my car.. but who knows... we walk in to living cabin for window shopping.. and then i grab 2 schedule books...

first is a tiny one~ which is just nice for pocket size... somemore.. it is cute!! really cute!! i love it...

then grace found me a wonderful and incredible schedule book which will occupied me all the time with it.. LOL.. cause it is TOOO cute!!! look at the first pic... the cover... front, side, back... i know you will not stop staring at it too!!! like i do!!

then scroll down.. you will see more cute and adorable pages in the schedule book... KAWAII~~!!♥ hehe... i have a new habit now~ lol.. (≥▽≤)

hehe.. wish to have one too?? go check it out from living cabin... there are much more choices that can suits your style in watever way you are!! go grab one~ hehe!

2nd round~

2008-09-20T01:01:00.003+08:00

ok... today is the second round of post-card correction~ which is the correction for the second page hotline number... which means... cancel it... lucky just cancel... not rewrite... lol ==

so.. here we go... more post-card!!

cancel-cancel~~ more cancellation!! rawr~

so.. 3 of us.. grace, afiq and me.. sitting in a row.. just to do cancellation the whole morning~ but we have a funner cancellation than yesterday~ haha!!

shopping!! ♥

2008-09-18T23:31:00.009+08:00

today~ i went shopping for my albright's costume...but who knows... i cant find wat i want... so i walk and walk.. end up.. i buy all my own stuff... o.O so.. here we go~ i show you wat i buy!!

my danish butter cookie~ my favourite!!

the a cute horsey necklace.. only 10 bucks!!

tons of comics!! just too long no buy them.. really need them badly.. if not i will stress off!!

a box of cute teddy bear paper clip~ ^^

cuter handphone sticker~~

more nailz stickers.. cause mine at home.. out of stock ==

so.. this is wat i buy for today... hehe~ i love shopping for little-cute-nice-fun-cheap stuff... ^^ i just love it!! so... hope my next shopping wont be tat soon.. cause spend too much recently ==

hand pain~!!

2008-09-18T23:31:00.004+08:00

you know how is the feeling in detention class writing a sentence for 100 times? lol... most of us in the Atomic Jaya... experience it today... == it really hurt...

due to some problem to the Atomic Jaya hotline... so.. we got to change the hotline number to 012-249 6476... so.. the post-cards and posters were printed way before the hotline got problem.. so.. everyone of us need to cancel the hotline number and change it to the new one.... so..

so.. you think tat's all we do?? NO way~!! this is the amount... but take note tat.. this is only the first stack~

Da Ta~ the second stack arrived... see the double stack and a whole white bag of cards?? yeah.. tat is wat we do throughout the whole afternoon rehearsal...

so.. the feeling is exactly how you will feel in detention class.. you write the same number for 5000 times and then... make sure you din write it wrong~

more costume editing~

2008-09-18T00:26:00.010+08:00

lol.. this is the final editing of the general costume for atomic jaya.. i bought the top which is plain dark green in colour.. which belong to Kadet Remaja... then.. i edit it by adding badges and changing of buttons to gold O.o hehe.. so.. does it looks like general costume now??

so... this is how it looks like for my General.. and the general's hat.. which is the one i'm wearing~ lol.. ^^

so.. want to know how much more interesting the costume can be?? come catch atomic jaya on 9 to 12 Oct ^^ more details.. pls check out my previous post title named "12 sept - atomic jaya's post-card!!!" ty ty =]

go kl with bike~

2008-09-18T00:26:00.003+08:00

today, i got release from rehearsal floor to go down to KL to get costume for Mary Yuens and General... so.. KL~ which means jam.. and i need to get back to college by 5pm.. so.. my bro lend me a hand...

he suggested tat we travel to KL by bike... so.. he took his bike and bring me around KL... and seriously.. KL is jam like hell and lots of road blocks... don't know why ==

so.. i gonna show you 2 pics tat i took when i'm on my way to KL.. why i will take it? cause... i realise.. when i'm on the bike.. it use bike lane... so on bike lane... the scenery is different from wat you see in car... so... here is it~

above pic is when we under the monorail... another one is when we are along the railway track... beautiful isn't it? this is what biker sees... beauty of structure rather than cars... lol =P

my sis and little bro~

2008-09-17T00:49:00.005+08:00

all these pictures were taken in July and i have no time to scan it.. so now.. finally... i scan it.. YES!! i scan it... lol.. the girl is my vic vic sis.. and the guy is my little brother jason... hehe.. for your info.. this jason plays GB too ^^ haha!!

so.. this is my last meeting with vic vic sis and jason... cause after this meeting.. i am busy like hell... after that i din meet them at all... i miss them!!

so.. anyway... i promise i will find time to keep in touch with you all right after my production ok?? promise!! then i will buy you all lunch... i miss ya!! MUAKS!!

15 sept - shopping!!

2008-09-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday.. grace and i went out for dinner in sunway pyramid.. then after dinner.. we just walk around and look at some interesting things in asian avenue... so.. these are wat i bought for tat nite...

a pair of necklace for hubby piggy and i~ i love it.. i hope you too love it...

L: is my new handphone hanger tat i bought... R: is the old one...

a new key ring for my car key.. the old one broke...

stickers for my phone~ ●•. •●

and "O" for Omi... also for my phone~

a pair of pink zebra ear rings~

so.. these are wat i buy for the day.. all the small little stuff.. but is cute~~!! i love it.. hehe... appreciate it real well ^^

15 sept - costume "editing"

2008-09-17T00:30:00.004+08:00

during the rehearsal of atomic jaya.. i did the "editing" of costume for general, both mary yuen and serena...

so for the general costume... i need to add-on badges, buttons, etc.. so this is how i do it...

there you go... the Malaysia flag on the left hand side of the sleeve...

then next is the Pangkat on the right side of the sleeve...

here you go~ is done ^^ isn't it easy? haha...

so... more and more "editing" and searching of costume to be done through-out this week cause costume parade is due on monday... so.. GAMBATEH!! i can do it ^^

14 sept - present ♥

2008-09-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

i recieve a present from mum... and guess wat is it??

hehe.. can guess??

DA TA!!! a cute handphone pouch from Jacob... mum bought it from Bangkok..

TY mummy!! finally i got a lovely handphone pouch from you.. ty so so much.. i love it ^^

14 sept - mooncake festival ♥

2008-09-17T00:08:00.005+08:00

mooncake festival~~ this is the first time i celebrate mooncake festival with a fren overnite in my house.. so Grace and i were there together to set up the lantern and blowing bubble...

hubby~ you said you cant see moon together with me.. so.. here is it.. the moon of tat nite... isn't it beautiful? ^^ and again "Happy Chinese Valentine!!"

this are the things that we prepare to set up... big and small lanterns... and candles and the bubble-blowing toyz...

here you go~ piglet blowing bubble... =P

and then, piglet setting up lantern with Grace along my house garden's trees...

this it how it looks like after you hang up most of it... and then blowing bubbles beside the lantern.. haha!!

so, this is how i celebrate my lantern festival with Grace that nite!! you think we have fun?? and wanna join us?? welcome to join me next year ^^ we will have great fun together!!

14 sept - secret recipe

2008-09-16T23:29:00.003+08:00

Grace staying for another nite!! yahooo~ and she is celebrating mooncake festival with me.. so before we go home.. we had dinner in secret recipe...

i had my favourite apple kasturi for drinks... ^^

then we share a piece of white chocolate macademia... FABULOUS!! (≥▽≤)

prawn cheese macaroni as main course ^^

this is the best and tastiest meal ever!!(in like 3 months) YUMMY!! i love it!! next time will come back for more!! ^^

14 sept - nailz~

2008-09-16T23:14:00.007+08:00

my nail's colour is fading off... so i decided to change another colour... so.. here we go~ First, base coat~

then pink colour...

then the dark red for the top...

then put the shining stone on my nailz.. ^^

then the top coat for protection..

these are the colour and things tat needed for my this design...

TA DA~ this is my new nailz design... ^^ i love it!!

13 sept - Grace overnite~

2008-09-16T23:07:00.004+08:00

when i was in petaling street.. i walk down to masjid india.. which is an indian street... then i went there to buy henna.. cause i worry that nite Grace and i wont be able to sleep and bored till death cause i don have internet in my house...

so i thought it would be fun that we draw henna together.. but who knows.. she enjoy reading my mag, comics and play my computer games... so end up.. i draw it myself..

this is how it looks like after the dry henna peels off... so... erm.. no comment ==

13 sept - Petaling street~

2008-09-16T22:57:00.006+08:00

when to Petaling street tat nite to look for my actors' costumes.. so when i was walking around in Petaling street.. i saw my favourite mooncake!! yummy!!

then... i drop by a road side "Bak Kut Teh" stall for dinner... i asked for small portion... this is wat i got!! OMG!!

anyway.. the portion is huge for a person.. but.. if it is nice... i got nothing to say.. i might finish it.. but~~ it taste bad == really bad... so... better don't go there and eat next time ==

12 sept - atomic jaya's post-card!!!

2008-09-16T22:41:00.009+08:00

ATOMIC JAYA's POSTER and POST-CARD is out!! YEAH!!! weeee.... this is how it looks like... so... everyone is welcome to watch the play...

time + date :

8.30pm for 9 to 11 october 2008 (thurs - sat)
3pm for 11 & 12 october 2008 (sat & sun)

venue:
RTT (Roof Top Theatre, Sunway University College)

tickets:
RM10 (limited to 50 seats only)

bookings:
+6012-249 6476 (Atomic Jaya hotline)

so, pls come and watch!! support us!! (≥▽≤) see you there!!

12 sept - bored~

2008-09-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

you know.. somtimes sitting there SM~ing... is the boring~est job ever!! lol... so i got this 3D house model from a chocolate free gift... so i decided to build it up...

after building it.. i think it looks plain.. so i start to draw little animals to put on it.. so it looks more livelier!! haha... so i draw a bunny, rino, turtle and a frog...

so.. except for sleeping.. this is another things tat i can do during rehearsal (≥▽≤) haha!!

11 sept - Minister shooting

2008-09-16T22:06:00.005+08:00

on the thursday.. is Atomic Jaya shooting day for the Minister scene.. so.. everyone arrive at the studio at 10am to help set up and help up..

setting up the green scene and lights... and the minister's chair...

at the back of the corner.. is a mess... LOL

then this is where we hang when got nothing to do...

of course need to take classic pic with the minister.. haha (≥▽≤)

another pic... we so poser~ haha

so, this is how the shooting goes... minister sitting on the "minister" chair while green sceen behide to let us add in watever background we like ^^ haha~

internet breakdown~

2008-09-16T22:02:00.003+08:00

sobsob!! i miss writing blog!! awww~~ my house internet broke down on the thursday.. due to one reason... no pay bill ==

i did not recieve the internet bill for 3 months... so i totally forgot about it == so... which means.. i did not pay my internet bill for 3 months.. so it ban my line...

anyway.. i got my line back now.. so i will start blogging all my previous activities until today ^^ muaks.. miss everyone~

一生中最重要的人

2008-09-13T09:55:00.005+08:00

事情發生在美國的一所大學。
在快下課時教授對同學們說："我和大家做個遊戲，誰願意配合我一下。"
一女生走上台來。
教授說："請在黑板上寫下你難以割捨的二十個人的名字。"
女生照做了。
有她的鄰居、朋友以、親人等等。
教授說："請你劃掉一個這裏面你認為最不重要的人。"
女生劃掉了一個她鄰居的名字。
教授又說："請你再劃掉一個。"
女生又劃掉了一個她的同事。
教授再說："請你再劃掉一個。"
女生又劃掉了一個。

..... 最後，黑板上只剩下了三個人，她的父母、丈夫和孩子。
教室非常安靜，同學們靜靜的看著教授，感覺這似乎已不再是一個遊戲了。
教授平靜的說："請再劃掉一個。"
女生遲疑著，艱難的做著選擇..... 她舉起粉筆，劃掉了父母的名字。
"請再劃掉一個。"
身邊又傳來了教授的聲音。
她驚呆了，顫巍巍地舉起粉筆緩慢而堅決的又劃掉了兒子的名字。
緊接著，她哇的一聲哭了，樣子非常痛苦。

教授等她平靜了一下，問道："和你最親的人應該是你的父母和你的孩子，因為父母是養育的人，孩子是你親生的，而丈夫是可以重新再尋找的，為什麼丈夫反倒是你最難割捨的人呢？ "
同學們靜靜地看著她，等待著她的回答。
女生平靜而又緩慢地說道："隨著時間的推移，父母會先我而去，孩子長大成人後肯定也會離我而去，真正陪伴我度過一生的只有我的丈夫。"

day 10 ~ happiness

2008-09-12T21:14:00.003+08:00

10 days after i press the button..
let me tell you something..
something wonderful and joyful..
i think you will be happy for me..
today..
he tell me something..
he tell me he will wait for me...
and he want to be with me...
forever~
(≥▽≤)
laugh laugh laugh!!!
hahahahahahaha!!
are you thinking wat am i thinking?
i hope you are!!
cause...
=P
you know wat i mean..
i miss you badly today too...
dont worry...
you are still in my heart like usual..
no one can replace you...
but i love him!!

day 9 ~ yesterday

2008-09-12T21:07:00.004+08:00

9 days after i press the button..
i still miss you like more and more each day..
yesterday house line is down...
today i in cyber post this blog...
i miss you badly..
more and more...
yesterday is also another suffering day for me..
but i overcome it..
i'm doing better each day...
as long as i know you are there for me...
no matter where you are..
deep down in my heart..
you are always beside me...
a yellow roses means...
beauty and love...
there you go~
i miss and love you...

day 8 ~ control

2008-09-10T23:50:00.004+08:00

8 days after i press the button...
missing you is like a daily, hourly, minutely, secondly thing...
you stay in my heart so deep tat cant be erase...
so..
i'm slowly getting use to live without you...
is tat good or bad?
part of me is glad..
part of me will wan you to be here beside me..
what should i do?
i been control by him again..
what should i do?
you always be my advisor...
now i am left alone to deal with him...
he is cunning..
he is evil...
he is not who i know anymore...
pls tell me wat can i do..
or what should i do?
maybe this is why part of me still needed you..
this is part of me tat havent grow up to face...
is time for me to learn...
how to be as strong as you..
so i am not being control..

my room flood!! HELP!

2008-09-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

lol.. tat's why i shouldn't take alcohol.. not a single drip (≥▽≤) hahaha!! ok.. this is wat happen.. i went to toilet.. and wash my leg before i want to sleep.. then.. i forgot to off my water pipe...

then... my maid went to switch on the water pump switch.. then.. the water rush into the room.. guess how i realize it?? ≥.≤ LOL.. i want to go to the washroom to take my pyjamas... then i step on the floor... OMG!! why got water??!! LMAO.. i scream!! "MY ROOM FLOOD!! HELP!!" lol.. then my maid ran up.. and got piss at me =.=

so in my blur and half concious condition.. i took my towel, clothes etc.. to dry my room up...

all my notes for Modern Theatre wait.. no.. is Cinema Modernity and Montage class.. yeah~ ruin... hopefully it dries off soon... sorry Azmyl..

so.. one advice for me... don take alcohol... or i might drown in my own room i might not know wat happen =.=

chocolate noob? O.o

2008-09-10T23:23:00.004+08:00

ok.. Charlene gave me a chocolate-"Jack Daniel's" that contains alcohol today... and for ppl who dont know me well~ i mean on alcohol level... =.= actually.. i cant touch alcohol at all.. not a single drop..

if i take or drink alcohol.. i will somehow.. kinda get dizzy and then.. drunk? LOL =.= and high~ SO.. anyway... i keep this chocolate until i go home... so.. tat means.. i eat this chocolate at home...

so here we go~

open in front of my computer.. eat while playing GB....

one bite.. see those alcohol.. hehe....

TA DA~ gone... i ate it!!

then.. i am not writing this post.. i am kinda concious... but.. *cough*... you read my post above.. you might not think that i am... =.= or call up my piggy... he might tell you how *high* or somehow... you ask him ●•. •●

iron iron~ ●•. •●

2008-09-10T23:02:00.003+08:00

lol.. tomorrow.. we have shooting for the minister.. so everyone of us will have to set up for the minister shoot today.. cause.. the video team is meeting The Star for interview tomorrow morning and photo shots on then video team on how they gonna shoot the scene is going on at 9+ morning tomorrow.. means.. i going to go to college at 8am o.O sienz...

anyway... which means.. we are going to iron the green screne again~~!!!

so.. faiq and i.. each take half of the screen and start ironing... lol.. tired but fun~~

day 7 ~ suffer..

2008-09-09T21:23:00.005+08:00

7 days after i press the button..
i suppose to feel better each day..
since my piggy is trying to hard to cheer me up...
but why i am not..
why am i still wet my pillow everynite?
except for missing you...
there is more heartache~ing things you will not wan to know...
today i feel so suffering...
i been backstabbed all the time by him..
how could he do tat to me?
6 years...
finally he take down his mask...
i see his true colour...
now i finally realize...
he is just acting...
he can be a better actor than me...
then anybody else in this world...
now his show is over..
his drama comes to an end...
cause i know him too well..
so please...
leave me alone now...
before one of us dissapear...
i dont want to see him again...
NEVER!!!

piglet's new『bag』~

2008-09-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

piglet buy a new 『bag』today~ hehe.. actually is a picnic basket!! today while we are waiting for the nametag in amcorp mall.. Grace and i were walking around and see is there anything interesting tat we can buy for ourselves or the project.. so i spotted this basket.. and i decided to turn it into my personal picnic basket which put all my food in it...

so which means.. i gonna prepare lots of food to college each day~ hahahaha.. i will enjoy it!!

hehehee.. see those food?? Yummy dont they?? hehe.. if you wan a bite.. much come to college and join me for breakfast, lunch and tea... (≥▽≤) i will make sure you wont be hungry through out the day ^^

today's journey~

2008-09-09T20:29:00.009+08:00

field work for atomic jaya today!! weeee~ ★ Grace and i went to a few nurseries to look for National Flower.. the red hibiscus.... so we went everywhere... kota kemuning nursery till sunway...

and we even sees butterfly there~ isn't it beautiful? nursery is a nice place to be.. dont you think so??

then, after a long search... we went to amcorp mall to make nametag for the characters in atomic jaya... hope it looks like government servant.. (≥▽≤)

anyway.. although we have a long field work today... but i enjoy myself.. cause... most of the time.. i had my piggy accompany sms~ing on the phone ^^ so happy.. love you dar! ♥

day 6 ~ visit ♥

2008-09-08T22:03:00.003+08:00

6 days after i press the button...
do you miss me?
i do miss you alot..
very much..
today i went to visit you...
i brought my bro along with me...
i wish you will be happy to see him..
he misses you..
like how much i miss you...
today,
he keep disturb me again..
he refuse to let me go...
he insist wan to talk to me..
don't worry..
i know wat am i doing..
and i will be fine..
just tat i enjoy my visit today..
cause i miss you badly...
we miss you badly..

another fun job~ ♥

2008-09-08T21:52:00.002+08:00

hehe~ another fun job of the day!! help Faiq to set up the bunga mangga for his video shooting.. so there is~ help him out!!!

is not easy to help him you know.. LOL (≥▽≤) jking jking~ haha... but then.. "i curi tidur"... haha...

same sleeping spot... (≥▽≤) haha~ in my sleep... i dream of you piggy... haha!! muaks.. love & miss you anytime, any moment... =*

today's shooting~

2008-09-08T21:26:00.005+08:00

today's rehearsal.. become a video shooting day for the math stop motion (means write in stroke by stroke and shoot it second by second).. so imagine... i need to compress my maths calculation.. on to a tiny space on the blackboard~

here we go... see those 4 marks on the board?? yeah~ write all the calculation above on to tat small tiny space.. stroke by stroke...

this is how i write.. slowly.. one by one... hehe.. i hope you understand it.. hehehe...

each time i wrote one stroke.. i need to walk to the camera.. so tat they able to record each stroke without shooting me in it...

yeah!! yes!! last stroke!! the final volume of the atomic bomb tat we are building is approximately 45945.793cm cube~

so this is the final product... the whole piece of calculation within the four corner... stroke by stroke... and you know wat??... i am shack!!

tired tired tired!!! help!! piggy i need you soo badly.. to help me!!! awwww.. muaks i love you dar!! hope you are here to help me massage my leg =P

do i deserve...

2008-09-07T19:44:00.004+08:00

you know all about me now..
i dont know how to face you...
i feel so shame..
so lifeless and depress...
i worry..
how you look at me...
how you going to treat me...
how you think about me...
all this had been spinning in my mind for the whole nite..
till now..
i still cant forget the fact tat..
you know it...
you saw me fighting with him again today..
you know me one step more...
more shame..
each day you know me better...
but in a shameful way...
why?
why?
why?!!
now i wonder...
am i still deserve to be by your side...